After searching, roaming and repeated emails I got a job as technical services in my university events Centre. It was the most satisfying moment for me after coming here. I was so happy. Went to new house, got new job new room mates, snowfall, everything seemed its beautiful. Classes started. I was so confident of doing well, but I wasn't strong enough. I didn't realize study methods here. Coming from India, getting along with united states education system was a big challenge for me. Assignments, projects all seemed challenging. Coming from mechanical engineering background I had very little knowledge about coding. But here everyone knew everything. Slowly my confidence started getting low. I wasn't able to analyze my ability. I think I started underestimating myself. Should I learn coding.? Why not.? But why should I.? So many questions. I didn't take a chance I skipped learning it, which later became problem for me. Cold weather, hot pizzas, heater in my room and nice thick comforter, everything was provoking me to sleep more and more. I was lazy. Yes! You heard it right, that guy who was considered to be active, enthusiastic, determined has now turned out to be lazy,lazy and lazy.
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